Change

"You were red and you liked me 'cause I was blue
You touched me and suddenly I was a lilac sky
And you decided purple just wasn't for you."  - Halsey
 

You broke the barricades I built over the years. You broke them, unapologetic. You might've been chosen (by me). But that doesn't mean you can do whatever you want. Limits are limits. Without them, the world will go insane, what the heck.
 

Isn't It tiring... To always be the one exerting energy to keep a bond going. Always the one mending things and taking actions. Its just like friction -  you are the ground (unmoving and still) while I am the sole of my shoes, slowly wearing off.
 

I don't see a need to cherish it any longer. Next time, I should really care less. Whether or not should you place your blame on anything, that's really up to you. I don't always have to be the one apologising. There's already enough things on my plate. People like you for instance, is like an energy sucker. Understanding is not one of your values, I guess. If that is so,  what can I do? You don't even bother asking me about how I feel most of the time. At least I tried my best to cater to your needs (or so I thought). Is it appreciated? I guess to some extent, it is. But on a greater surface, the amount of shits you give, in comparison to mine, is 1:2.
 

Indeed, it is questionable! What am I doing with my life? Why am I wasting my time on people that care way way too much for themselves.
 

I seriously need to get a life. And stop giving it to a big joke.
 

That's all I have to say. My words shortened and read through. A thought process. Anything you need to clarify, ask me directly. Stop beating around the bush.
 

This sunflower lioness might be cheery, affectionate and bright, but she's a living thing after all. A living thing with feelings like you. She has given in a lot, just so you know.