Under those rocks

Hello, I think this is most probably going to be some short post/update again!

I'm supposed to be doing some Literature project right now, which I sort of dread because my mind isn't completely into it; I cannot focus although ironically, I love the subject.

Am I feeling troubled with something? You may ask. Not really.. but I have been thinking about how I am going to end this year, And whether there is a need to make some amendments for next year. Truth be told, I have quite a number of things running through my mind lately.

One, I'm so done with dealing with some people and their stupid weaknesses... they never change, NEVER. Hah it would be miraculous if all of a sudden, they do. Yes I have my own ones as well...Who I am trying to direct at are those that have tendencies to drown others with their "poisons". It seems like their negativity and unhappiness are contagious in a sense that they get to me somehow. Whenever I try to show kindness towards them, they give that cold shoulder. Now that I know they are totally undeserving, and with others advising me not to let anger take over... I shall try to stay AS FAR AWAY from them. Away till I cannot hear their little complains, tantrums and judgement. They can egg about everything all they want --because I don't bloody care anymore. Well at least I'm happier this way, and will not continue the cycle of spreading dissatisfaction to someone else. How foolish I was to stay and breed negativity within. I am completely aware of it now, soo done; sick and tired. I don't wanna continue tormenting myself like this further, unknowingly. :D Bye bye, I won't hate y'all either, because that will only foster ill intentions and more stupidity.

Two, I need to learn to prioritize time well. Its like at some certain point of time, I tend to waste time doing unrelevant stuffs. Oh Cal! > _ <

Three, I am afraid I will have lesser time for blogging next year. Its just a matter of fact about me needing to focus more on health and studies. As much as writing on my blog is bliss for me, I see the need to keep the balance out there. Hope y'all will understand, readers. Instead of posting something every 2/3 weeks, I might consider doing it monthly. Okay? ;)


Ps. This feels like some "New Year's Resolution" for me. Kekekeke till next time all! ( ^ o ^ ) Yess... A new weight lifted up from inside!!