T&O: The multiple perspectives & feelings

Quite some time since I touch on my "T&O" topics. Gah!

For the past decade, I've tried living with different versions of me. What are you talking about now, Cal? Well,  I just feel the need to rephrase how I often describe myself.  A person who is a made up of a lil bitsy of this and that. In school,  I am often counted as reserved, less talkative, serious yadda yadda (for those who seem to know me quite well,  you are excluded). At home,  I am a more outspoken and emotional kind of human. Yes,  BY SAYING THESE THINGS ABOVE,  NOT EVERY HUMAN BEING WILL GET WHAT I MEANT, FURTHERMORE,  HOW I FEEL. 

But thats okay.  

Life can be a complete irony. #DeepLOL

Now lets play a role-playing game here.  

I listed out some human characteristics, and portray them with possibilities of how they will think and react to situations. 

Pardon me for this sudden classification. There are no right and wrong answers,  okay? 

Take note: There are many forms of introverts and extroverts, even the in-between(s). I am just generalizing both.

• The nice person's POV:

"I'm the happiest when I make someone else happy. "

"Yes Yes thank you for telling me continuously.  Being too nice CAN BE A WEAKNESS. How many times must I hear it dearies? Will you believe me if I say I know where my limitations are? Maybe,  maybe not." 

"Its PART of me to fulfill my wish of helping someone in need.  Is there anything wrong?"

"I don't care what they say,  if I believe in It, I will still stick to my own principles."

• The quiet/ serious person's POV:

"Hey words aren't meant to be blurted out anyhow. They can cause unhappiness and tension when used inappropriately."

"I am thinking how to put words into good use. This is so much better than plainly uttering irrelevant things. "

"Nope, getting the limelight/ attention is not what I want. I am happy just the way I am. Working behind-the-scenes." 

"Honestly,  I am irritated with people that keep repeating their words unnecessarily. Eg.  Oh why are you so quiet? Like hello,  that is YOUR opinion. Perhaps I am too quiet and boring for you. But If you still don't get me, bye! "

"I want results. Not cheap talks." 

• The introvert's POV:

"Ahh,  I cherish my alone times a lot! Thats when I get to reflect about life the most. And recharge myself after a long day with humans."

"SUCH A GOOD unwinding time!"

"I JUST ENJOY LISTENING TO THE SILENCE. FEELING THAT STILL AIR AROUND ME. "

"Hmm... Books,  movies or writing?"

"Hey...did you hear the rhythm of nature?" 

"I love observing others. Analyzing and concluding things around me."

"Urgh pretty self-conscious sometimes."

"But that doesn't mean I don't want to socialize at all. I want to.  Just give me a few minutes to get ready. Re-energize."

• The extrovert's POV:

"Loves to be around people.  Loves making them smile."

"Hey but really,  who cares too much about what others think about me. FINE,  I respect their opinions. But that's all that matters."

"PARTY! THAT ANDRENALIN WITHIN IS ACTING UP."

"Let me dance to the beats. Let me sing for joy. "

"Meeting new people and making new friends is the best!" 

"Hey,  what do you think.... " Yes engaging in conversations. Enquiring around etc. 

"Lets go out to have some fun."

"When I want to cry, I cry. When I want to laugh, I laugh. That's how good I am at voicing out how I feel."

• The happy/confident  person's POV:

"Negative emotions only causes more unrest /sigh/." 

"I CHOOSE to be optimistic. Or am I naturally one? "

"I sort of love the attention I am receiving currently.  Oh well." 

"When people look at me,  I look at them back straight. Or maybe with a smile"

"Ahh let me stay out of that conflict. After all,  I don't wanna get involved in an unnecessary tension."

"OKAY CAN. "

"Sometimes ignorance is bliss." 

"HAHAHAHA WEEHEHEHEHE." *Actually laughing at my own inner jokes that nobody knows about. Turned out to be a mad person outside.* 

"-INNER PEACE- - MINDFULNESS-"

"I believe in myself."

"Humans are lovely." *Inserts cheesy lines that makes one happy anyways*

"I have the ability to stand up when I fall. I am proud of myself for picking myself up. "

/Continues thinking all possible happy thoughts out. Making no room for doubts ever./

• The sad/ negative person's POV:

"Why do they keep calling people names... this isn't the way to go. I can't help it either. Urgh... I feel helpless!"

"Hey can't we all have ____ equality?! I am so done with discrimination and prejudice happening in some parts of the world."

"I am tired. Of School...Life...Work...The routine...The people /whole chunk of unhappy thoughts and reasons generated from the brain/." Try to overcome it my dear, or seek help.

"Its not that I want to give up, its just that I have had enough, But I am also afraid at the same time. What is this mixed up feeling?"

/Shoot out almost all excuses/

/Happens to be overly dramatic./

/Eats a lot./

/Eats very less./

"Oh...my sudden outburst again... The usual hormonal changes I guess."

Girl: "Ouh...is my period coming again?"

"Do people really love/like me?"

"DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG ?" 

"What have I done?"

/self conscious/

Yadda yadda yadda

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These are frequent emotions right? Just grouped them up for easy description. 

You know what I learned recently? (you may skip this part if you are already bored) Emotions are energy,  no,  WE are all energy in motion.  What we are feeling now will not always last, it will come and go. If we are happy, if we are sad or angry.... feelings just travel around, that's all. A specific one doesn't linger for eternity.

We all already have a home: our body, the outer shell is our home for this "energy". Enveloped under the entire universe, we are just little tiny things. Yikes, I'm having difficulty expressing at this point. But I will try. One day, hopefully, we will see that overwhelming light (brightness) that will guide us. No fear, just this very "soul". Yes, I am talking about death.

Y'all might not agree, but that's okay with me either. I wouldn't mind y'all objecting to it.

Hehehe I will stop here...to keep things short and simple.

Have a nice day everyone!


HAPPY FIRST OF JULY 2015. HALF OF THE YEAR HAD OFFICIALLY PAST!